Smile. Always had more to it than what the world claimed to know. Sometimes a simple gesture, Sometimes pure, selfish pleasure. The world feels good today. I woke up and there was a smile on my lips. It is a usual day, but there is something extra-ordinarily unsual about it, or is it just me ? I got thinking about how a gesture so little can convey meanings so deep. I'm a simple girl, I don't dream a lot, I don't gaze at stars ( I, as a matter of fact, visit my terrace only when it rains, and I don't understand the concept of gazing at stars), I hate slangs, I adore people who have dimples on their cheeks, the intoxicating baby smell makes me smother them with kisses and eat them up, I'm not random, have never been, but I smile, a lot. Life has been very gracious to me when it comes to looking for reasons to smile and giggle about. They come naturally to me.
A few months back I decided to start writing a blog, journal the not so interesting incidents of my life, give fiction a try and when I published my first post about my mother, I was grinning ear to ear. My blog secretly became my guilty pleasure. Guilty because it is all I do and think about these days. I met a lot of beautiful people here, and I'm amazed at how much talent you all have. Genuinely amazed. I was loved, praised, welcomed with open arms and I reciprocated back with all my heart. But recently things have been a little hazy, words are not coming easy to me. They're making me struggle. I don't think I have it in me anymore. You won't see me posting for a while now. And I suddenly realize maybe that's what the smile was all about. My mind knew it had reached some conclusion :) It just wanted me to comprehend and process it.
I have no idea for better or for worse but I will be back :) |
Any bitter-sweet messages you have for me, please please please materialize them into words and send them to me.
And do not forget to Smile, Giggle And Laugh a little more everyday :)
That way I'm leaving a part of me with you :)
XOXO
have a happy break :) :) hope u come back soon :) :)
ReplyDeleteSmile is my tagline honey..I giggle,smile and laugh a Lot..like a lot..I love smiling at strangers,and when the smile returns..ah its beautiful :)
ReplyDeleteyou'll be back soon,I know that ;)
P.s: I adore dimple guys (okay,you noe dat)
P.P.S:I gaze at the stars all the time :) and im always random ;)
noooooooooooooooooooo
ReplyDeletethis is bad
really really gross just today crystal and me were discussing about you. please don't go
il smile and laugh and giggle but you should come back. please. like please.
i will miss you
rest em gonna mail ya. so wait.
hey how dare you not writing? blogger will surely miss your posts...come back soon :)
ReplyDeleteDear Ayu....U dont even leave us with words..do u have any clue?...jate jate ...humare bhi words lekar ja rahi hai!!:/...u got me senti in an unusual way...but if that smile of urs has a lot of meaning in it, which I cn see becoz off late I was indeed observing ur on- off activity, then well off u go on a needed break.tkcr. Happy December and all the very best for you...
ReplyDeletelove
Aakriti
PS: I can't imagine having a writer's block to me...What would I do...?? But since everything in life happens coz of a reason, m sure that will be handled too;)
Is it okay if I kill you? Don't even think of going away and not coming back. There's something wrong with my Yahoo anyway :( And no Soul sister-III for a while, NOOOO, NAHIII *shakes head from side to side and weeps and whimpers like a baby*
ReplyDeleteCome back as soon as possible or I will send away goondas to knock your head back into place. :O
Okay, talking sanely .. there are times when I feel nothing comes out of my mind, their are words there, a lot of pictures too and they yield one thing, nothing. But then again, writing has to be a passion, you can come up with ingenious in moments .. and write crap after thinking about it for centuries. Sometimes thoughts flow, sometimes its a restrained thing.
I feel very connected to some Bloggers. Some of them I genuinely care about and its not at all superficial. You, baby pie, are one of them. I love you. mean it!
Get back SOON.
Mwahhhhhh!
PS : I hope I'm first again. >_<
Serendipity... hope to see you back in the blogosphere soooooooooooon. You are are a gifted blogger who writes from the heart. See you around soon. Smile, giggle and laugh until then... take care.. :)
ReplyDeleteInner peace.. You found it. Happy for you!
ReplyDeleteAnd you will be sorely missed. Be back soon.
Hmmm.. will miss you!
ReplyDeleteI really do hope you're coming back soon though but take your time. Whatever comes natural to you.
ReplyDeleteA sweet post!
ReplyDeleteAwww dear I am sure the words will start flowing in bundles in a few days. It just can't leave you.
ReplyDeleteAnd smile is probably the best medicine. I personally feel when you smile at a person, you confuse them. Especially when it is to a person with whom you have fought or hate! It keeps you relaxed and sends in the note that you are at least trying. And that genuine pleased smile you get from another person is just a die for! Definitely makes your day
One second. Leaving? Did you really say that? :O
ReplyDeleteWriter's Block.
ReplyDeleteI can honestly say that I am saddened by your decision to leave us if only for a short while, but I respect it nonetheless. I will miss you while you are away and I will nourish myself with your past posts till you return. As for your words do not fret, they will never part from you because they are part of you. May God bless you and fill you to overflowing with wisdom and understanding in this quiet time of yours.
ReplyDeleteI come back from my break and u go....so so unfair :(
ReplyDeleteCome back soon....I love your writes and you :)
In my opinion, you have developed a detachment, A healthy trait that. Compassion to contribute to life, yours and others around may it grow manifolds and hence this hiatus, I hope is a temporary block....
ReplyDelete....truly serendipity !
Serendipity this blog to you
Serendipity this blog to the 256 confirmed observers :)
And wishing you a fulfilling, harmonious serendipitous life, a life that fulfills its purpose...
/A M.S(AnonYmouS)
I had really started to enjoy reading your posts (though i dont comment). Will miss them for sure! But ya i totally get what you are saying.. sometimes you just need to take a break.
ReplyDeleteThe best way to start a day is by smiling :) The second best thing we can do with our lips!
ReplyDeleteHave a good break, pile up your astonishing words and bring them back in beautiful pieces :)
Come back soon but do enjoy your break :)
ReplyDelete:-Deelighted to bestow upon you The Versatile Blogger Award! Happy Blogging! :)
ReplyDeletehttp://deeviations.blogspot.com/2011/12/blogger-award-time.html
Hey! Following you now!
ReplyDeleteI had once left a comment on your blog n mailed you as well. Nonstop Dreamer was my display name, if you remember! :P I've created a new n permanent blog now. So I'm happily back to blogger!
I hope you come back soon, too!
Your blog, for some unknown reason, freshens me up every time I visit it, just so you know! I hope what I said does a small part to welcome you when you get back here! :)
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Have a happy break =D
ReplyDeleteps: im gonna miss you :(
Went through my comments to find you =p
ReplyDeleteBeen missing your posts Di.
Happy break, naiice. You happy, me's happy for you :')
Stay warm. Hope everything is naiiice =d
Take care Di!
xx
I can understand this desire to go for hibernation.. as you know I am going through the same :) take your time.. merry christmas :-)
ReplyDeletelove,
Ananya
How insanely overwhelming is it when people love you so much :)
ReplyDeleteI adore you all so much :)
And I adore you.
ReplyDeleteI'd really want to talk to you. Lets talk sometime :)
Here's my blog,
www.thevivaciousfreak.wordpress.com
Do read :)
Much love,
PinkDragon.